THE BORING LIFE

u think u have me :-D

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 21:39:17 GMT

well u got me
ur winning
u got me on the ropes
im down BUT not out
i dont lose
ill comeback
i always do :-)

what a shock

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 07:58:55 GMT

ok so yea i went to the docs a couple days ago
and i found out that i have a tumor(sis) by my tailbone
and i have to have surgery on it in like 2weeks but thats not
the worst part it might be cancerous ,so yea things are not looking that good
but whos knows ... wish me luck :-/
sorry for posting it just felt like it sorry ...

hmmm why why

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 02:49:20 GMT

one last thing
before you go
one last piece, of my soul
would it matter if i held you
and told you that it was alright,
one last time
i wanted to be your first love
i would have settled for your
last romance.
but as you walk into his arms
will we ever have our last dance?
forever ends within this minute
why did you choose to end it like this?
when there was so much left to say
you were soft-spoken
in the hardest way
endless waiting for those things,
you could never say
you always knew,
how to break my day
forever ends from this minute
i don't want this to end tonight
it's not alright
infinitely was written
trying not to fold for you
this one last time
before you go to him
whoever said to have loved and lost
is better than never loving
never felt like this!
the times of our lives were not spent well
and so i fell,
harder than ever!
and i'll keep reminding myself to regret.

I feel to strongly to throw it away

Thu, 27 May 2004 00:45:28 GMT

Ok Im sorry you guys(friends and fam) are mad at me for the decision I made , I wish you would support me but I cant make you and I understand why you don’t .I felt like I had to do this , I followed my heart on this and I hope it doesn’t lead me the wrong way .I know you guys are just trying to look out for me and I thank you honestly I do but I cant help what I feel and I feel strongly for this .THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME , ALL OF YOU <3

Sat, 22 May 2004 03:53:46 GMT

Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again
No, no, no, no, no, no
Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it
But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
I wish like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now
You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again

OMG

Thu, 13 May 2004 03:51:39 GMT

OMG I DOWNLOADED THAT VIDEO
OF THAT AMERICAN GETTING IS HEAD CUT OFF(SORRY THAT SOUNDS BAD)
ITS WOW I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I SAW
THEY DIDT EVEN CARE
FUCKEN ASS HOLES

Sun, 09 May 2004 00:22:32 GMT

MY PARENTS R THE WORST
JUST BECUZ I CAME HOME LATE LAST NITE
THERE NOT LETTING ME PRACTICE OR GET MY
RACQUETS FOR LEAGUE TOURNMENT (THATS ON TUESDAY)
SO RIGHT NOW I GOT NOTHIN AT ALL FOR TUESDAY
I WORKED SO HARD FOR 4 YEARS , THIS YEAR , THIS SUMMER
FOR THIS, SO THEY CAN JUST DO THIS TO ME THIS IS NOT RIGHT
AND THEY DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT IT
THEY CAN CARE LESS

SO MUCH FOR ALMONT TENNIS LEAUGE CHAMP 2004
THATS NO MORE
IM NOT EVEN GOIN TO GET TO PLAY :-(

hahahaha

Tue, 04 May 2004 05:13:24 GMT

ok so like todays practice was awesome
it started off by
running through the sprinklers on field
that was cool , haha we played all wet
than we practice for like a hour than we had to hit a
chair 15 times to go swimming and across i did it for
the team so we went swimming that was the best .
BEST PRACTICE BY FAR ALL YEAR

o yea how can i forget
my friend told me today that
some scout from a college or college's
are looking at me(me)WOW thats jsut
so freakin cool
i didt think i was that good !!WOW

why??

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 03:30:41 GMT

well i have been noticing something about u
i dunno maybe its jsut to me but
you've changed ,its not the same with any more
and hate that
we use to be so close now its like
u try to avoid me or something
i miss the way we use to be
i want it to go back to the way it use to be
but i guess thats not up to me ....

to.... )( this person will know
if they read it

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 05:01:33 GMT

Why do you build me up and then break me down?
Why don't you just come through?
You know that I can't get by on promises you never should have made
I'm holding on, but not for long if you don't make a change.
Why do you build me up and then break me down?
Why don't you just come through?
I'm not sure how much longer I can take this.
If you can't do what you say, I'm leaving you
Sometimes love is not enough.
Your good intentions are losing their intent
I'm waiting for something more that might not ever come
You're losing me...

i got it

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 03:17:03 GMT

i got my lic
wahoooo
:-D

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 05:12:30 GMT

sooo scared !!!!!!

cheatersss

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 04:01:15 GMT

all i got to say is
LA SERNA CHEATS BIG TIME

eeeaaaasssssyyyy

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 03:58:26 GMT

yup yup today was a good day at school
than i had my game at el rancho ...
i played the "the wall" plzzz
i owned him 6-2 and he had me 2-0
cuz i was nervous , its all good.. i felt so bad is mom was watching
and she was happy until i beat her sons ass hahaha
and the rest of my scores were
6-0 , 6-1 yea easy
yea 2morrow we play bosco tech , there goin to be hard
but will see what i can do

yup yup

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 08:09:27 GMT

hey hey ..well this will be r uniform for tennis .... The white shirt and the blue shorts ( we suck but were goin to look great ...we take league in fashion hehehe :-D )

and these will be the shoes i will be wearing and the racqet ill be playing with

and heres othere gear i will be wearing

yea as u can see im all nike (nothin but the best)

yea sorry i was bored and pretty happy this tennis season will be dope

RALPH RUBIO ALMONT TENNIS LEAGUE CHAMP 2004

sssstttttoooooooooppppppppppp

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 07:39:52 GMT

when i scream out loud
u cant hear me
i wish i could tell u what i feel
but i jsut cant
its so hard to say

TEEENNNNNNNIIIIISSSSSS

Wed, 04 Feb 2004 06:47:17 GMT

well i been thinking about quiting tennis
for the school. its not fun anymore
i use to look foward to it now i
try to find a reason not to go
and its boring no one to play with ,
(TRYING TO PUT THIS IN A NICE WAY)
everyone sucks on the team and they mess
around to much ..
my friend told me i should go to whittier
and play 4 there team but i dunno yet
i would be leaving a lot if i do

WHAT TO DO????WHAT TO DO????

A GREAT DAY :-)

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 06:09:42 GMT

Today was a great day overall

It started off by me giving liz a rose for r 1 month anniversary

than walked her to class.

Man things r goin great with her

its jsut weird ,im feeling werid , i dunno .

Than i played tennis for the first time in like 3 weeks .

I played alright at school but when i got home i went to play at t he park

with lil "gg" and i played with this guy Gus (he's really good)

i played pretty good i was shocked :-o

MANNN IM PRETTY DAMM HAPPY I HAVENT FELT LIKE THIS

IN ALONG TIME

MAN THIS FEELS SO GOOD

I CANT EXPLAIN BUT

IM HAPPY :-)

weirrrrrdddddd.....

Tue, 13 Jan 2004 00:04:24 GMT

hmmmmmm :-(

Spending precious moments
never leaving your side
has made me whole,
introduced warmth into my life.

Truthfully it?s been on my mind
I can only see myself with you, for all of time.

I promise you?re the first,
and it seems that you will be the last.

Just when it seems that it could last forever.
Never stopping we?d go on falling, further,
but slowly I can feel my heart dropping
forever?s end is tearing us apart.

Now that you?re departing,
it?s all starting again
remembering feeling all the loneliness again.
But it?s ok it has to be this way.
Go on without me I understand.
Maybe someday we meet again but for now forever must end.

It has to be this way!
Please let go of me!
I understand!
Maybe someday we?ll meet again.
Dont you wish it could go on forever!

Fri, 09 Jan 2004 04:39:10 GMT

man it seems to me
everything i do
i have to work extra hard for,
nothin ever comes easy for me ,
like i have to work 4 times as hard as
the next person and i have to fail
more times than the next .
i guess thats the way god wanted it
for me too learn like this
well im cool with that
cuz i guess in the
long run this will
help me out

great :-)

Tue, 06 Jan 2004 07:15:42 GMT

GGGGRRRRREEEEEEAAAAATTTTTTT

i hate u

Wed, 31 Dec 2003 06:20:41 GMT

hate u so much
he changed u
u changed
why do u do this
im sick of it
i hate u guys with a passion

FUN REAL FUN

Thu, 25 Dec 2003 03:24:54 GMT

MANNNNNNN
U KNOW WHATS BETTER THAN PLAYING TENNIS ?
PLAYING TENNIS IN THE RAIN
MAN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN
AND I WAS PLAYING GOOD TO
LIKE THERE WERE NO WORRIES BECUZ
UR NOT SUPPOSSED TO PLAY GOOD IN THE RAIN
BUT I DID AND IT WAS FUN
I GOT TO SLIDE INTO MY SHOTS ,THAT WAS COOL
I WAS SOAKING WET WHEN I GOT HOME
BUT IT WAS WELL WORTH IT
IT CLEARED MY MIND SO MUCH
IM FINALLY THINKING STRAIGHT

FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN FUN :-)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 06:22:12 GMT

WELL IT CAME OUT, THE TENNIS SCHEDULE :D

BOYS VARSITY TENNIS SCHEDULE

DAY DATE OPPONENT LOCATION

TUES. MAR.2 EL RANCHO AWAY AT EL RANCHO
THUR. MAR.4 BOSCO TECH AWAY AT WHITTIER NARROWS
FRI. MAR.5 EL MONTE AWAY AT EL MONTE
TUES. MAR.9 ROSEMEAD HOME AT MONTEBELLO
WED. MAR.10 SANTA FE HOME AT MONTEBELLO
THUR. MAR.11 LA SERNA AWAY AT LA SERNA
TUES. MAR.16 WHITTIER AWAY AT WHITTIER OR PLAM PARK....LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS DAY :)
WED. MAR.17 SOUTH EL MONTE HOME AT MONTBELLO
TUES. MAR.23 JOHN GLENN AWAY AT JOHN GLEN
THUR. MAR.25 WESTMARK HOME AT MONTEBELLO
MON. MAR.29 SOUTH PAS HOME AT MONTEBELLO
THUR. APR.1 CALIFORNIA HOME AT MONTEBELLO

NOW FOR THE REAL SEASON ....AHHHHHHH

TUES. MAR3.30 SCHURR AWAY AT SCHURR
TUES. APR.13 KEPPEL AWAY AT KEPPEL
THUR. APR.15 ALHAMBRA HOME AT MONTEBELLO
TUES. APR.20 SAN GABRIEL HOME AT MONTEBELLO
THUR. APR.22 SCHURR HOME AT MONTEBELLO
THUR. APR.29 KEPPEL HOME AT MONTEBELLO
TUES. MAY.4 ALHAMBRA AWAY AT ALHAMBRA
THUR. MAY.6 SAN GABRIEL AWAY AT SAN GABRIEL

THAN LEAUGE FINALS
MON. MAY.10 WHITTIER NARROWS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AND IF U REACH THE SEMIS THAN
TUES. MAY.11 WHITTIER NARROWS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MAN IM PRETTY HAPPY ,LOOKS LIKE I CAN
GO UNDEAFTED DURING PRE-SEASON, THERE MIGHT BE A COUPLE OF GUYS THAT WILL GIVE
ME THE RUN FOR MY MONEY ,BUT IT WILL BE A GOOD TEST
AND DURING
SEASON I WILL GET TESTED IT WILL BE HARD
ESP TO PLAY SCHURR AND KEPPEL
THEY HAVE LIKE THREE OR TWO GOOD SINGELS PLAYERS SO
THATS GOIN TO BE HARD HAVING TO PLAY THEM THE SAME DAY
AND IN LIKE A PERIOD OF 3 HRS
BUT I THINK I CAN DO IT
I JSUT HAVE TO LOSE WIEGHT AND PRACTICE HARD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CANT WAIT
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:'( :'( :'(

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 04:24:40 GMT

not feeling so great
hmmmmmmmm

im stressing on everything
thats not good
only leads to bad things

what do i do
im scared
theres so many things goin
threw my mind
all these questions.

im always wondering ,
im always asking my self what if ?

man i dont know

im scared

i dont know
whats goin to happen

:'(